hey!! jsut got back from scrabble comp.. and uSP THRASHED bizad and SDE. haha 5-0 for each round.. so proud of our team. this isnt a very big thing.. i mean a lot of people say "it is JUST IFG" but i am just so glad for the enthusiasm.. and i think that is why im glad to be in usp.. everyone realli wants to do their best and that is spirit :))

we have to play 4 more facs, i juz hope everything goes well.. so usp wins at least one IFG!! yaWns. last game was quite spectacular for myself.. 444-111.. i think the guy was crushed hahaz.. thank God :)
- posted by espieee36 @ Friday, September 19, 2003

 
heya.. some news to be happy about.. i got into MENSA! :) i dun realli noe wot is benefit of getting in.. but i am juz glad to now my iq is above 148. thank God :) its a very strange feeling.. and i noe its God's grace i got in (i cudn't even finish the paper!!) and yet i cannot understand why God let me in.. adds to the pride problem. sigh ;)

and went to see dr last nite. wanted to get the flu immunity jab and realized i have floo so i cant jab. how stoopid..

tokked to liyi and jo last nite.. feel happi.. :) havent spent the whole nite on the fone for a long time oredi.. liyi is terrible sick.. v poor thing.. like feeling cold and all. sigh.. and jo is bz as usual, but i am glad she has gotten him outta her system completely :)

i think friends are so impt.. wunder how pple can be so bo chup about them. hmm

okae shall get to some work. very funny.. micro and econometrics test next week, but i finished past yr mid terms so now i have nothing much to do. shall start doing dm tutorial.. try soci qns then mebbe start thinking about my evo papers. lala..

meanwhile doing qt everyday.. happi :)
- posted by espieee36 @ Thursday, September 18, 2003

 
heya.. juz got back from meeting frog and bunny. its really nice meeting old friends.. and scary how much of that frenship i have forgotten now that 4 yrs have passed, but i am glad nonetheless, no one has realli changed. hmmz.. and like tokked bout pple i totally forgot about oredi.. like mingxun and all. but its sad that when frog, sy, cat and ruth went out earlier this hols they din call me.. hmm okae *try not to be sensitive* oh well, oh and managed to get sharlenes number which is a great thing. shall meet up with her w lisa when our mid terms are over *sigH*

finally managed to start studying for micro todae. realized how much i dunno as i tried last sem's mid term. sigh :)
- posted by espieee36 @ Tuesday, September 16, 2003

 
its really weird.. i feel as tho i have been in a trance since thurs or something.. finally waking up this morning.. weird weird. but anihow, MAF was fun for me on sat. i was juz glad to be back in hc.. breathing and air and seeing some faces i used to take for granted.. only to mean so much to me now that i cant walk the same path to the LT, or sneaking to tchs to play bridge.. or juz stoning at class bench. but im glad, for the memories, for the bonds formed :) saw many pple.. aaron, dar, joan, debora, jolene, yujing, minxian, dixie, weiling, shuwen, janus (and his gf!), sicong, kangwei, shuling, shulin, all the band pple, remedios.. etc etc. i can still very vividly recall going to hc every morning.. going for PE class.. etc etc. but it has been like almost 2 yrrs over now. scarie. but me cant look backwards alwaez.. sentimental is good but must always look forward. good lesson from these few daes :)

met bh last nite for 31 monthniversary.. hah. urm he bought me the cd that jem bought too.. but er.. yah. aniwaez.. caught turn left turn right. it was simple but very sweet. i wunder why its so popular. is everyone looking for a love like this? a love that seems to empower, embrace and encapsulates you? aniwae.. this is the 'theme' poem in the show.. i loved it. and yu can check out the website at www.turnleftturnright.com

Love at First Sight
by Wislawa Szymborska

They both thought
that a sudden feeling had united them
This certainty is beautiful,
Even more beautiful is uncertainty.

They thought they didn't know each other,
nothing had ever happened between them,
These streets, these stairs, these corridors,
Where they could have met so long ago?

I would like to ask them,
if they can remember -
perhaps in a revolving door
face to face one day?
A "sorry" in the crowd?
"Wrong number" on the phone?
but I know the answer.
No, they don't remember.

How surprised they would be
For such a long time already
Fate has been playing with them.

Not quite yet ready
to change into destiny,
which brings them nearer and yet further,
cutting their path
and stifling a laugh,
escaping ever further;
There were songs, indications,
undecipherable, what does it matter.
Three years ago, perhaps
or even last Tuesday,
this leaf flying
from one shoulder to another?
Something lost and gathered.
Who knows, perhaps a ball already
in the bushes, in childhood?

There were handles, door bells,
where, on the trace of a hand,
another hand was placed;
suitcases next to one another in the
left luggage.
And maybe one night the same dream
forgotten on waking;

But every beginning
is only a continuation
and the book of fate is
always open in the middle.

- posted by espieee36 @ Monday, September 15, 2003