i came in dis account to check on some stuff.. ended up checking what i wrote like 3 sems ago?

feel tt so much have passed. and yet nuthing has realli changed.

perhaps im juz nostalgic. dreamt bout rgs band. the familiar band room. pple in my batch whu were always there - lisa, nibiuh, sinyee, jeanette, huiling, the juniOrz..

remember them in the exact school-u.

the way they tok is probably still the same.

but so much has changed.

no longer a youth.. now an adult..
- posted by espieee36 @ Thursday, March 03, 2005

 
din realized i moved for more than a month oredi..

- posted by espieee36 @ Thursday, November 06, 2003

 
okae if i forgot to tell anyone of you.. i have movED!!


- posted by espieee36 @ Saturday, October 04, 2003

 
okae juz tried switching to my xanga site but failed terribly.. mebbe when i noe how to use all the complicated features i will move :P

friendster is fun.. altho i think it will end up becoming a competition of who has more frenz.. but i am glad to see so many faces that have slipped my mind in daily life. like shuyu has become so pretty and she stays juz above essie kory in hall. small world. and seems like rgs geppers go everywhere and become dean listers and become unliked.. haa :P kidding

sociology mid term ending marks the end of the mid terms. and like cher said.. like 6 weeks END OF TERM.. so scarie. one term juzz flewwwwww by again. wot a life.

shall rest bit and go for facial.. whee
- posted by espieee36 @ Thursday, October 02, 2003

 
hmm todae is an exciting dae.. i suddenly came down with the horrid sore throat and went to see doctor juz now.. and he gave me strong augmentin to see off the virus once and for all. tomolo is soci mid term and i havent touched my books todae. was watching this korean ghost story on arts central and now playing w this friendster thing.

its kewl.. i bet its gonna be the next big hype. i dunno how essie added me to his list.. but realized he noes shuyu.. n shuyu looks prettier now :)

another shocking discovery that b knows jem!! hah.. and vincent.. yeah what a small world!! and they play tennis with each other. i bet jem would be shocked i knew b.. but b said he is not surprised why me and jem would have been together. actualli now looking bad, i AM surprised we got together cos i was so superficial then. okae mebbe i still am. and jem is so like beyond superficial. oh wellz.. nm, its over and i must treasure what is in front of me :) it is jsut funny how people look so happi on the surface but there is so much struggles within yu wun noe till you look in their writings. and i am glad for blogs.. i wudnt noe what many pple is/are going thru without blogs. and yup, i guess msot pple wun noe i was depressed for half of last yr.. it was such a scary phase.. and not many knew cos of my cheery facade.. what a weird world where everyone puts on a mask..

what heavy tots for a burning mind... literally so with a fever.. i shud hit the bed soon.. yawns
- posted by espieee36 @ Thursday, October 02, 2003

 
weekend passed realli quickly.. sat went to skool for make up econs lecture, worship prac, then came home to do evo papers, then parents wanted to do supper so we went to killiney road actual kopitiam.. sunday also v fast, church then had the carnival thing.. then came home rest a bit.. did some work then its mondae oredi. sigh

its the time of the sem i am starting to worrie about my grades. i think prof meier doesnt think im active enuff on the forum.. but i think that its not realli the quantity of what yu say, and not just e quality. but i still hope for an A. hmm work hard for term paper and exams i guess. DM.. i think if project goes well shud also get an A. so actualli this sem realli got hope of getting CAP of 5.. just gotta trust God and be more disciplined. :)

do not be anxious.. do not be anxious *repeats phil 4:6 to oneself*
- posted by espieee36 @ Monday, September 29, 2003

 
hey hey.. todaes dads birthday. mum and i went to taka to buy him this dunhill belt, i think he likes it.. and he likes the birthdae cake too.. :)

juz got back from scrabble. uspp won all 3 games.. but next week if we lose to law, then SoC might overtake us. oh well. i feel lousy about the games, not cos some of us lost.. but its scarie how competition can be so.. i dunno. uRm.. cruel? its like SoC gal cheated.. and i feel like i made an enemy or something.

and the evolution forum too. i really wunder what is wrong with k. does he like sit by his comp and stare at the forum whole dae long or something? and why must he be so antagonistic.. its just a forum for goodness' sake. i mean why are pple so critical.. haiyohss..

but at least econometrics test was good todae. me and rena got all same answers, so i guess, with God's extra portion of grace i might get full marks.. haha.. and its scarie how pple cheat.. wah lau, the guys behind were just blatantly copying. i noe this is bad.. but i hope they fail their finals.. *muuahaha.. evil laughter*
- posted by espieee36 @ Friday, September 26, 2003

 
heyAa.. oh so fast thurs oredi.. oh wellz..

yesterdae nite went to celebrate bh's sister's birthday.. she turned 16 oredi. so fast.. when i first knew her she was in.. sec 1? scarie.. but poor thing, birthday in the middle of prelims..

what haf i been doing.. tues go skool, then come home to study for econometrics but slept the whole afternon haha.. friday is econometrics test, mondae got 2 evo papers due.. then next thurs finish with sociology mid term.. cant wait for it to end. juz one more week.

term is like this mad rush. like b4 i know it, its mid term. then i think 6 weeks from now is recess week then exams starts on 17th nov oredi. its like running a race that never seems to end... why did they take away mid term break... :(

oh yah, but something nice happened on monday night - i met up with frog, bunny and sharlene. and its nice to noe that after 4 yrs, after everyones life has gone separate ways (and realli separate in this case - NIE, NTU, NUS and Imperial), we can still sit down and talk like nuthing has changed. i love catching up with frens :) i guess its also no pressure, cos this time dun have the supposed 'high flyers' that shar mentioned about.. pple w scholarships and have their whole lives made. yeah.. i am realli glad for these frenships which i almost tot were gone, esp since i havent realli spoken to either of them for 4 yrs now. but i guess true frenships r those you can always pick up from where you left off :) and no one has realli changed. frog sounds exactly the same after 4 yrs in uk, bunny is still her cutesy wacky self, shar is still w her authoritarian tone.. heh.. mebbe this why they sae yu make your friends in sec skool and after that its just a matter of maintainence ehs

ok.. shant be lazee.. back to econometrics.. and ly.. i need my next facial.. me breaking out.. haha
- posted by espieee36 @ Thursday, September 25, 2003

 
oh and i forgot to mention, yesterdae.. parents brought fluff to walk at IBP, and dad tried unleashing her and she ran away!! sigh.. nearly lost her

oh and micro test was okae. but it is so okae, i dunno how he is going to differentiate the good ones from the not so good ones.. hmm
- posted by espieee36 @ Monday, September 22, 2003

 
quite an exciting few daes.. sat received an email from nus mensa that i am now their marketing director. i think im stuck w marketing oredi.. but not complaining.. since i get cca pts :P

yesterdaes svc was good. the part laiwah showed the trailer from 'paSsion'. i think it hit me for the first time that jesus died for me, (i mean, in my head i always knew he dieded for me), but this time was in my heart, i really realized he was whipped for my sins, nailed for my sins.. all cos he cudn't bear to go through eternity without me, without anyone of us. what great love!! then all of a sudden, things for the world really grew strangely dim... :)

going to skool for econs test now.. not some psychological thing but i realli feel v peaceful.. thank God for that.. :))
- posted by espieee36 @ Monday, September 22, 2003