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Friday, May 16, 2003
oh yah i forgot to tok about something quite impt.. wanted to tok about my special gf liyi. :P
she was realli very helpful when i first got fluffie.. she taught me how to train fluffie to respond to her name, and to the command 'no'. then she stayed over to help me out.. to help me bathe fluffie etc. altho she is quite blur and all that, but she is a realli a good fren. i fink i am not able to like devote so much time to frenz usually? haha.. i dunno.. but aniwaez, if anything good happened in my stay in hc, it had to be getting to know her ;) and realli glad to have her to travel with.. hah..
oh and in case all of yu are wundering why i suddenly have so much time to type so much, its bcos i am currently working ;P and no, i am nottt slacking!! haha.. cos i am in charge of scanning documents for now..and when there are like 100 pages documents, the programme takes a long time to scan and recognize (that means to change them into highlightable txt form in pdf), the comp engineer has allowed me to do anything i want :) haha.. so i have been icqing and surfing the net for stuff on dogs etc..*grins* not bad work for 8 per hr huh. hope i wun screw up and offend the dean tho.. laughs..
oh and jo is not coming back this hols, which means the next time she comes back, she wud have been gone for one whole yr!! haiz.. hope we wun become distant.. but at least now icq quite often still not so bad. so envious of her.. going travelling with LA, SF etc at west coast.. with bf some more.. :P not like my bf.. dun like long trips.. haizz..
and korkor recently for a new gf! and dua yi is so jealous.. gosh like oedipus complex liddat.. so scarie, now everyone is scared she will gradually grow mad. and i wunder if mum will be like her in 10 yrs? and they want me to recommend liyi to korkor.. like cannot larh, liyi will so not like korkor that type.. sigh..
okae i fink i have said enuff for todae.. weekend is coming!! wheee :)
(ps: that is not fluffie.. juz to show yu guys what maltese looks like :P)
and one of the most significant things that happened is that i bought fluffie!!! :) i got her on 060503, at paws and fur jurong east. she was born on 290103, and she is hyper cute!! yayy so exciting.. hehee.. shall upload her foto soon.. hah..
aniwaes, yah i realli think that getting fluffie was not by chance. from the time at the bus stop when mum suddenly allowed me to get a dog from nowhere.. to the time i happened to go past paws and fur with mum and then w bohao.. i feel like its God's plan for me to own a pet, to learn how to love and care for it. and i mean, starting to understand how parents love their kids, and how God loves us. its realli unconditional, and yu are willing to do so much for him/her/it. :) yah i mean, i realli wudnt have imagined myself willingly cleaning up poo and pee for any living creature b4 i got fluffie.. but thank God, he noes i am very into aesthetics, so he gave me one of the cutest and smartest maltese ard ;)
and thanx to fluffie, i am taking lotsa attn off bohao and our r/l, which is a good thing. like when he went out with his class, goes out a lot etc, i am too bz with fluffie to even think bout it. but it is strange how this emotional independence is making me less sweet.. and more distant? i dunno.. cant be nice and loving and independent all at one time.. gotta learn..
haiz mich cudnt turn up in the end. so i had lunch alone.. may not be a bad thing, have some time to myself.. the whole week either lunched with darh or with mum.. hah
oh well, yah as i was saying.. exams. on the last dae i had psych paper. when it ended i was SOOO darn happi.. like this heavy burden has been lifted from me. then as i promised laiwah, i went for strive meeting, and i remember feeling very far away from WOW that time. like din go for FOC.. den din noe what was happening.. also not very active in dg.. hmmz..
aniwaez.. then since then i have done many things.. i remember exercising a lot the first week. went swimming, running, tried blading, etc. then also met up with pple like laiwah (at coffee bean and she was so right when she said i have poor self image.. haha), cath (at 211), ian. many more i wanna meet up w, like cheryl tan and k(when she comes back), sher, sangyee etc.. also daryl have gone in army. oh no, i shud write my blog more often so that i dun flud all the events at one go.. haha..
oh oops, as usual, not very goot at keeping blogs.. so long also never update. lets see what has happened since..
exams were from 21/04 to 26/04... was glad it finished so fast. the first dae i had making of a nation, the paper was not bad, alll the spotted topics came out. then thurs was the shitty one, with macro in the morning and el in the afternoon. these two werent very good. in fact, i fink i am so insecure bout this 2, that is why i dreamt of shading wrong number for el mcq (when there werent even mcQs??) last nite..
okae come back ltr.. lunch with mich at arts canteen now ;)
