-rattlings-
Saturday, September 13, 2003
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I thought I told myself to forget you,
And I thought I have succeeded,
But its all coming back
Its all coming back to me now
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Thursday, September 11, 2003
sigh i think i just lost a friend and i dun even now why. how frustrating. matters of the heart is such a mess. help.. guess must face up to the consequence of what i did wrong.. cept i dun even KNOW wot i did wrong. oh no..
oh well.. so fast thurs morning oredi..
past 2 daes basically revising my work and not rushing like mad nearing mid term..
tues nite went down to chinatown with parents. bought moon cake.. just enjoy their company..
yesterdae went to walk walk at JP w bh b4 going funeral.. i dunno WHY i took so long to think about buying the wallet and the sun yan zi CD. in the end i din buy both. SIGH. juz feel bad about spending money.. especially since i be spending so much on exchange and dad works so hard for the munee. hmm. but i realli like sun yan zi. haha.. outta point..
went down for alvin's and wee teck's granny's funeral last nite. when alvin told his story, i actually cried.. *so embarassing..* really felt very sad for him.. but also cos i am actualli scared of my parents leaving me.. i dunno how i will survive without any one of them. guess juz have to treasure them now that they r around... hmmz
this morning met jem for bfast.. and we caught pirates of carribean.. i LOVED it.. not bcos of depp or cos keira knightley is pretty.. but the plot is great, props r kewl.. quite funny too.. heh.. oh i so want to experience life then, in victorian culture *dream on* mebbe it wil be fulfilled in heaven hahahz :P
and well.. for a brief few hrs, i felt as tho i was zapped back 4 yrs.. as if everything in btwn hasnt happened? its so weird.. the feeling.. arghs. i shud use my brain more. *sigh*
aniwae fluffie loved him.. mebbe my mum is right.. how nice a person can be seen from how animals react to them. mm.. okae shant think too much.. go to sleep :)
Monday, September 08, 2003
hy complain i never update my blog.. so here yu go :P
fridae was mad. after class.. ran off w mum to rebond hair.. den run off to meet fel. glad to catch u w her.. and glad she liked the flowers i gaf her :) she told me bout marvin and how everything screwed up. scarie how pride can spoil everything... then ran back home to bathe and went down for AGM. glad to pass down and sad that i can no longer contribute to USC actively. hmm.. then yah went off for retreat.
started off apprehensive, but i think silence is good. i dun feel compelled to tok to pple.. juz focused on God. i fink in a non-emotional way. God drew me back to Him. and i think he restored many other leaders.. i am glad :)
sat after retreat.. met jz and jiehao and wenyong at city hall. picked up my pda from suen at 430 too. *hapPi and eLaTed* then yah ate at hooked on pasta, then joanna came. found out that she is attached for 3 mths now. and yup.. yihao came at the IT fair.. he looks different w short hair. then they caught a bite at macs. nice that we all can still hang out as a grp. love this cammaderie :) and met both yulings on the same dae. saw yuling (church) w quite a cute guy.. think bh might be rite about her going over..
liyi left on friday nite.. but she smsed me on sat.. so yah
oh and totally got thrashed at scrabble comp on sat.. by all the retirees. cher and i so zonked we left after 3 gamess. hmm shall memorize words for IFG :) then yah.. basically stress building up cos of mid terms. trying to be more disciplined.
yup dad needs comp.. meanwhile i shall fiddle with my pdA :)
