-rattlings-
Friday, June 20, 2003
hey juz had to sae this...
MATRIX ON IMAX IS WAYYYYYYYYYY COOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!! :P
Thursday, June 19, 2003
Artist: Trademark
Album: Only Love
Title: Only Love
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
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Artist: Collin Raye
Album: All I Can Be
Title: Love, Me
Skip ewing, max t. barnes
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. he said,
"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see
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am i a romanticist or wot :p
uploading all the files into cDs for boss.. 3109 documents, 3.5 gB.. impresive eh :P
some of my fave lyrics..
Artist: Selena
Album: Dreaming Of You
Title: Dreaming Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll dreaming of you tonight
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Artist: Blessid Union Of Souls
Album: Blessid Union Of Souls
Title: Light In Your Eyes
I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
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Artist: Mark Chesnutt
Album: I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Title: I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure...
[CHORUS]
Don't want to close my eyes,
I don't want to fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you baby,
And I don't want to miss a thing...
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream will never do,
I'd still miss you baby,
And I don't want to miss a thing...
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
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heyaZz..
this is going to sound gross.. but nm.. since the few of yu whu actualli read my blog are close enuff to me.. i juz went to the toilet.. and a pool of blood came out when i passed motion.. pain!! :( oh no.. mebbe i am getting piles.. help..shall go see dr soon..
hmmz juz read prof kongs article on TODAY todae.. apparently law, arts, law and pharmacy pple have the highest employment rate when they graduate. den again, arts and science so big. hmmz. gave her chocs and sweets since she is leaving todae.. hope she likes them. wunder wot i shud get for the office pple when i leave tmr. also helped siti repair her specs todae. hEe.. mebbe God made us to help each other.. innate thing. i alwaez feel very happy after helping other meanwhile..
meanwhile im realli starting to rEALLI wunder about wot i shud do with my life. deep down i noe i shud major in econs.. budden life for the next few yrs immersed in mathssy econs doesnt realli appeal. ont he other hand, psych also needs a lot of memorising.. BUDDEN sociology seems so interesting.. no wunder pple like ben, desmond and cheryl all want to major in sociology.. hmmz. yah but how.. i wanna be a dynamic working career woman.. if major in psych or sociology probably end up xian xian lifE as academic? arghs.. perhaps i juz gotta survive 3 more yrs of econs.. bleah. i hope the higher levels get betta :( aniwaez like 10 mmodules are compulsory for econs. which is about like HALF of the syllabus. so much for flexibility....
going to bring fluff to the vet todae.. den can walk her liaoz.. yay~ :)
seocnd last dae of work. la vita e bella... :)
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
heyaZz.. brand new dae.. bz dae tho. scanning as much stuff as possible for boss to bring overseas tmR..
went to make new specs.. or rather new lenses yesterdae and checked my eyes. hmmz apparently nuthing realli wrong w it.. but yah, still cant wear contacts..i so wanna do laser :( but well now i got new glasses for 120.. korkor spent like 420!!! cos his frame was boss.. oh wellz..
den went down to sarah and lizzies grandpa's wake. lizzie was still v nice.. sarah seemed bit snappy.. hmmz guess she is upset. oh wellz and auntie yuting was super energetic for someone who didnt sleep the whole nite *amazing* she is realli strong man.. yah den took a lift from cat and wee teck and they dropped me and bh off at adam road. at least bh came for the wake.. hmmz..
yah todae is juz bz.. had lunch alone.. went to club room to eat..todae get to go HOMEEE at 5.. YAYY :)
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
hmmz juz saw the arts homepage and saw the deans list.. and yes, thank God that i am on it again. one more sem and iill be on chancellors list.. according to ben. :) oh wellz.. lalaz
juz confirmed with shirley dat boss is not married. no wunder i was wundering why she doesnt have fotos of her family.. and has time to ocme bakc on weekends to work. i fink pple juz cannot have so much time for both work and family. hmmz actualli i fink for her probbaly cos too successful and taste too high, plus oto bz so never find.. wunder if i will end up like that. budden again, call me traditional but i will go for a stable family with no so good career den the other way round.. hmmz
heyaz finally managed to upload yesterdaes blog entry.. as for todae..
well.. nuthing much actualli.. last nite, juz went home. den went to to meet liyi for dindin at liquids den went for vocal class. i realli like the gift of love song.. and i like singing! hahaz think both our voices have improved..:)
yah then went over to liyis house to ask keto and also to ask bout the trip. hmmz seems quite difficult cos mother minds about the munee bit.. juz pray we can go. even mauritius will be so fun.. see if she can convince her dad.. :) somehow im hopeful.. hmmz
(ctd..)
oh well, den yah went to collect the banana and chestnut cake from crystal jade.. den went to duayis house to celebrate fathers day together. the cake was nice.. den yah mebbe going to japan with them. see how this travel thing works out with liyi.. *sigh* liyi doesnt sound very enthu herself.. so quite sad. oh wellz..and well. yah den aftr that.. went home for a nap.. initially fluffie was on the sofa at my feet.. den she starting licking me to wake me up.. so i put her into her cage.. yah so din get much sleep. den went with parents to walk.. walked from wilkie road to chinatown to eat. i tell ya.. when i reached yum cha i was STARVING.. as in realli very hungry... till my hands were trembling and my knees felt weak.. then i stuffed myself and felt so uncomfi. den aniwaez bathed fluffie when we got home.. now she smells nice :)
meanwhile.. bh left for tioman last nite.. hope he has good rest with his family. hmmz mebbe thurs will go for night court w him after going to the vet.. then tmr going to korkor and jiejie to make new speCs.. yay. hope to be able to do laser and lose weight by the time im 21.. den i will look nice ;) *ego*
meanwhile, feel quite happi for this hols thus far, cos i have managed to meet up w many pple i wanted to. like laiwah, cat, ian, adeline, cheryl t, jz and jiehao, huiying and grace, huixian, sher.. yeah but still got many more.. like lisa, armhawan, cheryl k and ad (when they get back), sangyee, cat, 00s64 outing, xueling.. yup. did i leave out anyone? then also managed to work.. and go for vocal training class. tokking bout that, rev. tan yeo sang the gift of love song!! so qiao..
more things to do. (less the spiritual bit)
1) the rest of pple to catch up w
2) watch matrix with liyi
3) facial with liyi
4) shape my eyebrows
5) exercise more
6) go to bukit timah nature reserve
7) find the quarry
8) go to france?? *PRAYS*
9) go to bintan
10) go to japan
11) do treatment, cut and mebbe rebond my hair again\
12) manicure and pedicure
Monday, June 16, 2003
okae apparently my blog entree getting so long i cant submit. so i shall continue from there..
yah den we had dinner/supper at breeks.. the pacific dory (what is with dory..)was nice.. but what was nicer was that it reminded me of our first date..and the time we celebrated there when i juz came back form uk 2 yrs ago. *sweet* :) and yah.. he said that when we first started it was 50-50 chance of working out..and now its 80-20.. guess i shud be happi? :)
yupz and sundae.. went church in the morning. watched 1/2 of my dg get baptiseD! :) and well, found out that sarah is actualli from single parent home.. oops shall msg her and apologize. den.. yah fathers dae was quite a hype but had to leave after passing munee to marcus.. went for the tour thing. oriental travels. wot a lie.. like 13k first.. den so wot if i can go to france for 2 pple for 2.5k. madness.. wunder whu will sign up.. prob those very very rich and go travelling very often. aniwae in the end, due to the janet prob. i might not even get my digicam. wot a cheaterbug company.. DUN GO TO ORIENTAL TRAVEL AT WHEELOCK!! i am starting think about wot someone said some telemarketting.. yah i fink its quite unethical.. hmmz
heya woah todae is mondae oredi.. time sure passes very quickly. thank yew to mich, jo and andrew who showed a lot of concern last week.. its a bad patch.. but after praying, its much betta. thanx =)
lemme see.. wot has happened.. thurs, boss promised to let me off once i finished the stacks.. so i rushed.. skipped lunch.. den i finished by 3 so i went over the bh's place.. cos he said he wasnt feeling to well. den i met sher in the evening. was nice catching up with her cos like.. i mean after 4 yrs of sec skool, there still isnt too big a gap..oh and iS was having big sale. everything off at 8 bucks. so i bought 2 dresses (fws and yam), a bag and dress pants... all for 32 bucks! :) dindin at kenny rogers was good too.. 1st time i eat chicken at kenny rogers.. alwaes onli eat the side dishes :P
den friday.. off dae. so in the morning, went over to regines place cos it was her first birthday.. and im so impressed that she can walk so fast!! for a 1 yr old!! den yah her cake was very nice.. got barbie doll one!! yah den we went to long beach at east coast.. food was good. also had a fun time with pauline pulling the lobsters feelers.. haha :P den after that i met daryl at 3.. he basically looks the same except shorter hair. and have i said this? but yah he got into law.. and he is ALREADY moaning about how long the working hours will be. we came to this conclusion dat lawyers are not very rich but the seem very rich cos they got no time to spend their munee.. hahaz~ den aorund 5.. bohao came back.. so daryl went to meet kelly. yah.. then once again, we went to marina to shope.. but din buy anything cos we spent 2 hrs watching finding nemo. wunder why lizzie said it sucks.. cos i tot it was very nice :) dory is sooo funny.. and bh saes he is like dory. i kinda agree.. sooo forgetful! but very funny larh..
den sat. oh.. actualli wanted to go down to polyclinic to get referral.. den in the end, korkor said he cud do it for me.. so okae lohz :) so in the end..went down to pick up the 2 balls from ah-yi.. den picked up dua yi and uncle.. went to j8 to eat and walk walk. brought them crystal jade. glad they like the food.. altho it was kinda ex..i hate it when chinese restaurants alwaez add the cost of peanuts, the tea and towels and then in the end, the cost is so inflated..den after that, they came over to our house to visit fluffie. fink they quite like her.. quite impressed she knows how to eat fruits one :P yah then after that, mum sent them back.. i stayed home to sleep. around 4 i woke up.. den 5 went for dg. i fink its the first time i had solid teaching in months.. im so dying.. yah then after that cos it was 14th.. den spposed to go koshinbo and eat. budden apparently bh skared yujuan get scolded for cooking too much, so we juz stayed back and eat. den went down town.. shopped a bit.. bought the white indiany shoes.. yayz~
heya woah todae is mondae oredi.. time sure passes very quickly. thank yew to mich, jo and andrew who showed a lot of concern last week.. its a bad patch.. but after praying, its much betta. thanx =)
lemme see.. wot has happened.. thurs, boss promised to let me off once i finished the stacks.. so i rushed.. skipped lunch.. den i finished by 3 so i went over the bh's place.. cos he said he wasnt feeling to well. den i met sher in the evening. was nice catching up with her cos like.. i mean after 4 yrs of sec skool, there still isnt too big a gap..oh and iS was having big sale. everything off at 8 bucks. so i bought 2 dresses (fws and yam), a bag and dress pants... all for 32 bucks! :) dindin at kenny rogers was good too.. 1st time i eat chicken at kenny rogers.. alwaes onli eat the side dishes :P
den friday.. off dae. so in the morning, went over to regines place cos it was her first birthday.. and im so impressed that she can walk so fast!! for a 1 yr old!! den yah her cake was very nice.. got barbie doll one!! yah den we went to long beach at east coast.. food was good. also had a fun time with pauline pulling the lobsters feelers.. haha :P den after that i met daryl at 3.. he basically looks the same except shorter hair. and have i said this? but yah he got into law.. and he is ALREADY moaning about how long the working hours will be. we came to this conclusion dat lawyers are not very rich but the seem very rich cos they got no time to spend their munee.. hahaz~ den aorund 5.. bohao came back.. so daryl went to meet kelly. yah.. then once again, we went to marina to shope.. but din buy anything cos we spent 2 hrs watching finding nemo. wunder why lizzie said it sucks.. cos i tot it was very nice :) dory is sooo funny.. and bh saes he is like dory. i kinda agree.. sooo forgetful! but very funny larh..
den sat. oh.. actualli wanted to go down to polyclinic to get referral.. den in the end, korkor said he cud do it for me.. so okae lohz :) so in the end..went down to pick up the 2 balls from ah-yi.. den picked up dua yi and uncle.. went to j8 to eat and walk walk. brought them crystal jade. glad they like the food.. altho it was kinda ex..i hate it when chinese restaurants alwaez add the cost of peanuts, the tea and towels and then in the end, the cost is so inflated..
